First Day.

Let me start by saying that I know I've been posting an absurd amount of blogs, trust me it will stop soon. My first day was...eh. Only 179 days of school until summer break. And then my life begins again.

It's never been this hard for me to go back to normal, I usually just kinda go back into school mode, but this year I miss my friends so much, and I miss being able to lay around the house and read for 12 hours straight, and I miss not waking up until the sun was already, and most of all, I miss spending all day doing the one thing I love more than anything else.

The only thing keeping me sane right now are my books, I've done nothing but read for 3 days now. I hate this feeling, this....weird feeling. That I'm just kind of in a daze, going through the motions as some would say. I hate my classes. I don't see many of my friends. And most of all, I miss everyone so much that it's almost physically painful. I don't know why this has been so hard. I just wish I could get back into the groove of things.

I have French first block, I'm gonna be asleep all the time. I have Yearbook second, it's cool. I have AP US History third, it's gonna kill me. And I have Trig fourth, which I like pretty well so far, maybe its because I like math so much. I don't know.

And I've noticed now, in the beginning of my Junior year, I've never been so eager to go to college. I was scared last year, last month even, but now I can't wait to go out and see what there really is out there for me. And I've heard so many great things about college, I wanna leave so bad, it's killing me!

If you have my cell number, call me. I need some contact from the outside world. This bubble of Beckley is killing me softly.

-Sam <3

Wow.

I knew it would be hard to say goodbye to everyone. But I have never cried so hard at the end of the summer as I did tonight. This year was a great year, and I made more friends than I ever have before.

I miss everyone already, and I hope that my sucky keeping in touch skills don't stop me from staying friends with everyone over the year.

To everyone going out of town, drive safe. It's been a great summer. I love you all, text me and keep in touch however you can. (:

Last Day of TWV Blog.

I'll have one every year. And yes, I know its only a little bit into the day, but I'm already dreading this evening. This has been the best summer I've ever had at the park, and that was mainly because of all the great friends I've made and all the fun I had doing High School Musical. And I know a lot of people say that High School Musical shouldn't count as musical theatre, but doing this show reminded me of why I love doing theatre so much, as corny as that sounds. I've made so many great friends this year, and I'm pretty sure a lot of them are planning on coming back so far (thank God.)

By the way, I've realized by now that almost zero people read my blog. So if you happen to be reading this, please comment. (:

I guess it makes it a little bit better that I'm launching right into another show. It'll keep my mind off of how miserable I am. Haha. And school starts on Wednesday, so I'm a little bit excited for that. Because I'll finally be able to come out of the cave that I like to call TWV and see some of my other friends. Even though I could live without them for just one more week of summer. But, its the same way every year.




Anyway, I'm gonna watch some television and try to distract myself from dying because I don't have a book to read right now.

Btw, Twilight is amazing. Read it.


Peace.

Eek.

So, only 3 shows left.
Then 2 days off.
Then the 1st day of school.

I'm not ready for it to end, but then again, I never am. I'm gonna miss it. But I have a feeling this year is gonna be pretty good. Idk. I guess we'll see. 2 more Honey and 1 more Hatfields. Not to mention 2nd stages. So, I guess it'll be a good week. The best thing is that like a week after the shows close, the classes start up. Which is awesome.

I've also come to realize, that everything I thought I had figured out is definitely not as I thought it was. Especially concerning what my 2nd blog was about. I may have liked "so and so" at the time, but now I'm definitely thinking otherwise.

What can ya do, I guess. Oh the perils of teenage heartache.

Well, ima go read my new Twilight book.

Peace.

Nothing Can Last Forever...

Tonight is our last show of High School Musical. I'm very sad, not only because it's so amazingly fun, but also because it's the only show that I really get recognized for. Playing Martha is the most fun I've ever had doing a show, and now I won't get to do it again until next year! If I even get to do the part again. And also, Mara is leaving tonight, I may cry a little bit. But let me tell you, there will be a lot of crying teenage girls.

Well right now it is about....6 am. Yeah. I'm at work. At 6 am! But at least I'm getting paid for it. I just hope I won't be horribly wiped at the show tonight. But for now, I'm going to watch The Other Boleyn Girl. Woot woot! Adios.

Oh man...

I just pretty much humiliated myself via yahoo messenger. Not the first time its happened, but still. I'd just rather it not be so akward. Way to go, Sam. This is only the second time I've ever done something like this, but its obvious to me now that I'm horrible at reading people. Oh well. In both instances, I've been left where I was to begin with, so really no loss. It's just come to my attention now that I'm most definitely the opposite of what guys are looking for. Oddly enough, I'm ok with that for the time being. Hopefully that won't be the case forever though. But I can't say that I'm unhappy with the way things have turned out, as I said earlier this evening, I'm not really one for relationships anyway. Don't quite believe in them. Anywho... nice second blog, right? I'm so emo.

I'm going to bed now. Bye. (:

Sam's First Blog

When I decided to get a blog, I asked my parents what they would do if I became an internet sensation... They were a little confused.



Anywho... Yay first blog!



The sad thing about this is, in a couple of days I'll probably forget I even have it. So my posts may be few and far between. Plus, I don't really know what to put in a blog. So I might not have anything good to put in here.



So, if you look to the right you'll see basically all you need to know about me. The usualstats everyone gives.

Um, right now its about 11:45 pm, on one of my few nights off I get every week and I'm not quite sure what to do with myself. Which is the story of how this blog came to be. Right now things are kinda hectic. We just opened High School Musical last week, (in which I play Martha Cox) and aside from all the promos and shows almost every night I guess you could say my life is starting to slow down a bit.

School starts soon, which means TWV is gonna be over soon. I'll really have nothing to do once it starts up again, considering I quit band and I'll only be taking classes two days a week.

Let's pray I'll have a good social life this year.

Anyway, thats about all I have for now, I guess I'll update soon. Au revior.