This Sucks.

You ever wanna just curl up and die? Yeah, I know the feeling.

So, for once I'm not at work, and as I lay on my bed listening to The Academy Is... things are kind of starting to get to me. I'm stressed, tired, and ultimately not as happy as I thought I was.

There's a Monster in My Closet is starting to get to me. I have rehearsal every day, and no matter how hard I try I can not learn these new lines. After learning the whole show for one character, learning it for a bigger part (the biggest in the show) isn't exactly easy. I'm so lost, and exhausted, and with only two weeks until we open the clock is starting to tick rather obnoxiously. This deadline is killing me, and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do. Ugh, I'm dying.

Something is starting to tell me that 3 shows, work, and school really wasn't that great of an idea.

I'm exhausted. I mean, sure I've been constantly tired forever, but this is getting to be a little much. Right now, I am literally freaking myself out over everything I have to do. I don't know what to do with myself.



Kill me now.